damn stupid!!

Start from tomorrow i am going to have my 1st exam in form6
i tried to read and memorise all the important things for bahasa melayu
but..i cant finish it
my memories are limit,i cant remember what i have read
start from bab1 until bab5
i try my best,but i lose to do it
i was just finish 2 chapters
i cant concentrated in my studies
my home is too noisy!!!
finally,i got angry
i cant control my feeling,just throw whatever
i dunnoe why they cant understand me
i need a quiet condition
u all keep all your hope on me,then why cant understand i am feel stess when study
why cant keep quiet?
want me have a high marks in exam,but still continue to have fun at outside?
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go to study yourself if you want!!
i wont go to school tomorrow if i cant finish study today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!